I know I just wrote a blog about being positive but I also believe in being real.
I never let people into my heart... I am really good at keeping everything in.
I want to be relate-able so I am writing this post to share the stuff I rarely share.
Sometimes I feel like I have the absolutest hardest time making friends because I am kind of
an introvert and man oh man do I want to change that. I definitely am good at making connections, but not friendships that last a long time and that has always been one of my hardest battles.
Sometimes I feel taken advantage of by people that I invest every bit of effort in but they never give me the time of day unless it is benefiting them.
Sometimes I struggle to say No. I have this fear of people not liking or accepting me so I say yes to be a people pleaser. Even if I just don't have the time to give.
Sometimes I am surprised at the life I am living as it is SO DIFFERENT than I had planned out for myself.
Sometimes all I need is a friend to grab frozen yogurt with.
Sometimes I let my fears take over the life I really wish I was living.
Sometimes I think way too much about the future.
Sometimes I have a hard time facing the fact that 40 different judges didn't believe I was meant to be a title holder.
Sometimes I wish I would have prioritized my life a little better.
Sometimes shopping can fix everything in the world for that small moment.
Sometimes I get caught up in the little details that don't matter one bit.
Sometimes I feel so blessed to have the life that I do.
Sometimes God reminds me of the plans he has in store for me and I feel unstoppable with him on my team.