Wednesday, June 19, 2013

My confessions of sometimes...

I know I just wrote a blog about being positive but I also believe in being real.
I never let people into my heart... I am really good at keeping everything in.
I want to be relate-able so I am writing this post to share the stuff I rarely share.

Sometimes I feel like I have the absolutest hardest time making friends because I am kind of 
an introvert and man oh man do I want to change that. I definitely am good at making connections, but not friendships that last a long time and that has always been one of my hardest battles.

Sometimes I feel taken advantage of by people that I invest every bit of effort in but they never give me the time of day unless it is benefiting them.

Sometimes I struggle to say No. I have this fear of people not liking or accepting me so I say yes to be a people pleaser. Even if I just don't have the time to give.

Sometimes I am surprised at the life I am living as it is SO DIFFERENT than I had planned out for myself.

Sometimes all I need is a friend to grab frozen yogurt with.

Sometimes I let my fears take over the life I really wish I was living.

Sometimes I think way too much about the future.

Sometimes I have a hard time facing the fact that 40 different judges didn't believe I was meant to be a title holder.

Sometimes I wish I would have prioritized my life a little better.

Sometimes shopping can fix everything in the world for that small moment.

Sometimes I get caught up in the little details that don't matter one bit.

Sometimes I feel so blessed to have the life that I do.

Sometimes God reminds me of the plans he has in store for me and I feel unstoppable with him on my team.

4 comments:

  1. Ashley! Thank you for stopping by my blog :) Following you via bloglovin'. You have such a lovely blog! I enjoyed reading this post, I can relate to many of those things. I have to say, the last one is my favorite :)

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  2. Thank you so much!! That is so sweet and means a lot!

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  3. Thanks so much for following along. I'm so glad you can relate to at least some. It's comforting when we know we aren't alone.

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  4. Yes, it is very comforting to know when we are not alone.

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